Today was another fruitful day. We were given the option of praying over several texts and I chose these Maxims which were incredibly challenging. I have also been looking at a book here (which I will probably buy) called Heroic Living that uses Ignatian principles to help people discover their purpose in life and change the world. No small feat, either of these writings! However, I have to admit that something has grabbed a hold of me with each of them, as frightening as they are. I would love to emulate the maxims wherever possible. Certainly, even with the one example above, one would have to agree that most of us do not strive for this standard.
I am learning lots and my spirit is settling. I am thrilled to have wonderful, daily liturgies, with good preaching and lovely music. My small group is interesting. The challenge is not to get stuck in the negative talk. People are hurting and I can see healing is needed in the Church on many levels. For myself, something shifted late today, due in part to seeing a Mary Engelbreit poster with the words: "Must.Change.Attitude." and the photo of a girl with a scowl on her face and her hands on her hips. I came across it as I waited for my director to finish up with another retreatant.
We always want to change the other. What Heroic Living and the Maxims suggest is that change starts within. We can remain tight in the bud, or open to change. I am going to choose being open this week and see how I emerge. I already notice glistenings of hope and feel lighter in spirit. Sleep is crucial this week. I will keep these posts short and hope it gives a glimpse into my spiritual journey this week.
Peace,
Suzanne
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