Trust the Magic

“And suddenly you know: It's time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.” ~ Meister Eckhart

A number of years ago, I somewhat skeptically attended a charismatic "Born in the Spirit" seminar. Funny how God works. It turned out to be one of the most amazing prayer experiences I had. The group of people who were selected to pray with me were good friends. One of them had this beautiful image of Jesus joyfully handing me a silver platter of gift boxes, all different sizes. I think that this has been true, especially lately. I am feeling so incredibly blessed. I know that the responsibility that comes with these gifts has a cost and yet my core being sings with a glorious yes.

A few short weeks ago, I made a snap decision to return part-time to university. Today I found out that a number of things have been quickly approved and while I cannot yet share all the details, the excitement is overwhelming. I had been pondering it on and off for several months but one day, I just knew I should do this thing. Doubt crept into my heart for a little while but I yanked it out, and planted peace and trust instead. The result is nothing short of magical.

The pieces of the puzzle have not fallen into place easily. Papers got lost, people did not know how to proceed. Deadlines came and went. Prices went up. Obstacles banged against me. I just kept breathing, knowing that one or two people were praying with me. I leaned into God, trusting that if this calling was placed on my heart by the One who created me, that I would be fine. If it were not meant to be, then I had lost nothing. If I had not heard the Voice of my Beloved, then so be it. The plans would not unfold. I held hands wide open and as I perceived all would be well, I breathed into the experience even as the next twist came upon the road. I just leaned into God with more abandonment during those curves.

I will be a student again and I have great excitement about the possibilities. I cannot wait to share it all with you, dear readers. At the same time, I have been taking this managing your arts career course and learning lots. I recognize the magic here too of the newness. I was also asked to speak at Motivational Mondays and wonder what gift I will bring there and how the blessings will flow back to the One who is opening these doors.

Join me in these new magical beginnings as they unfold.

Peace,

Suzanne