I am not sure how much light I do carry within me but I think it is quite a bit. I like to believe that we all are given lots. Some days though the darkness niggles away at the light. Today I gave a retreat and initially i thought it was going well. Then I got a wee bit of negative feedback and all the positive words that were said fell out of my head. The criticism ran around like Pac-Man creatures in my brain, gobbling up all the good stuff.
I believe still that I have walked through this door for a reason and so trust that the Light is in control. I am feeling glad to be done a hectic planning stage for awhile and look forward to seeing friends in the coming weeks.
The human heart is complicated. I feel a strong need to connect with friends to recover from the commitments I have had for weeks.I just need to chill.
Peace,
Suzanne
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