Sharing Doubt

"The community of believers was of one heart and mind, and no one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they had everything in common." ~ Acts 4:32

I love this quote from today’s readings and used it on an application form when I was applying for an internship with an organization that shared everything in common. Living in their community was one of the best years of my life. It helped me understand community dynamics.

Today’s Gospel story of doubting Thomas is a poignant one. How many of us need proof to believe the unbelievable? I am sure we all do. Why was Thomas not with the others when Jesus had originally appeared? What was going on for him in the midst of community’s grief? In his own grief?

When believers share one heart and mind, there can still be skepticism. Poor Thomas! He needed something that the others who had not seen maybe could not voice but also needed. The faith journey is filled with doubts but that is why we are part of a community--so we have others to encourage us when we hit those rough spots.

In a community of believers, what is it you still need?

Peace,

Suzanne