Cure for Sadness

"I know a cure for sadness:
Let your hands touch something that
makes your eyes
smile."
~Mira

I was supposed to have lunch with a friend from elementary school days today. This was the second attempt. She has been in the hospital for a year. During our school days, I would often bring her the homework, as she would miss days at a time. In high school, our paths took on somewhat different groups of friends but, still, we would hang out. After graduation, we saw each other. She lived only a few blocks away.

I never would have suspected that she would be diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Later the decision would be schizophrenia. She would be in and out of hospitals over the years. This is the longest stint I can remember in a long time. I feel so sad for her. I wish I could take away that which prevents her from finding joy. I cannot imagine her pain and frustration.

I think I need to go and find something to touch that will make my eyes smile.

Peace,

Suzanne