Temptation is a funny thing. God closes a door, and we want to pry open a window. Satan stands by and smirks, offering to lend a hand.
Following God's will is not a constant for most of us. We try but we may venture down a path just a little way to see if it is indeed the wrong one, though our good discernment is screaming at us to turn back much sooner. I have been longing lately to return to a way of life that I have sauntered away from. This weekend as I house sit a retreat house, I am soaking in the opportunity to sit before the blessed sacrament and to pray. Recently I have been asked to pray with a variety of groups and am currently discerning what works.
Last night at Taize prayer, I could feel a little of the longing arise. I have said yes to two small groups and I think one will win out over the other. Other opportunities are also arising and I feel as if God is slamming shut windows and unlocking a door that is the one I should walk through.
I am grateful for this opportunity to be in a Catholic retreat centre with Jesus in the building. Tonight a friend joined me in prayer. Tomorrow family will come for supper. It is a blessing.
Peace,
Suzanne
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